Desperate times call for desperate measures!

Ok so I saw this site a while back https://rocalabs.com/order/orderform.aspx while looking thru youtube videos at lunch. I've been really frustrated about ending my food cravings. I was thinking about forking up all the cash to go back to http://www.internetmedicalclinics.com/ IMC. They keep getting more and more expensive and I HATE all the shots. Needles + Cissy = :( So this shit is pretty expensive also but cheaper than IMC. BUT you have to buy 4 months total! I needed a sample so I found 1 month on ebay for $100. SCORE! I got it in, printed out all the instructions from the Roca Labs website and started on Monday. VERY EAGER. I got my mixing cups and spoons ready and got some flavored packets. I didn't feel like getting crystal light so I got Hawaiian Punch, strawberry Lemonaid! YAY! The power is very, how to you sayyyyyy, light? I filled up my cup with the correct amount of water, added my power and shook. AND WTF I came out with HUGE clumps, lumps, clops of formula. BUT muthafka I dished out $100 on this shiz so best believe I downed it (chewed) it and drank gulps of water in between chews. It took me an hour or so to get it all down because I kept gagging in between. I took a reinforcement dose right before I went home from work. That was HERRIBLE also.

DAY 2: Just as bad. I sent customer support an email and surprisingly they were terribly fast responders. They sent me a whole list of ways to mix up the formula and different ideas. THANKS! http://www.rocalabs.com/ServiceResponse.aspx?id=88&id1=&id2=&id3=&sid=8591 Here is the response they sent. I saw that you can mix in yogurt! HELLO THERE! I wanted to try that. I mean no harm in trying it. I could just do another day of gagging, or try something new. I was still feeling STARVED and my great aunt was not doing good. Went to the hospital right after work, and stayed until about 7 pm. Then said fuck it and hit up subway on my way home because I didn't want to cook. I got the buffalo chicken sub with light ranch, olives and pickles. It was good.

DAY  3: I went to HEB before I headed to work and grabbed some yogurt. Regular and whipped style. Well, I started with the whipped. BAD IDEA. When you mix the whipped Yogurt it goes flat and I had a huge blob. Was I going to waste this blob, I think not! I got another thing of yogurt and would eat a spoon of glob mixed with a spoon of regular. For my evening mixture, I used a thing of regular yogurt. I was still getting blobs. Maybe I'll transfer the yogurt to my mixing cup next time?? I was still starving when I got home. I drank water and the book said your thirst might be getting mixed with hunger but sista was hungry. Nan made cornbread, beans, and sliced ham. Of course nothing ever matches with her. So I ate 2 slices of corn bread. 1 serving of beans and 2 slices of ham. I went to bed hungry because Mike's sleeping pattern is jacked so he is always eating supper right as I'm laying down for bed and I can smell food as I'm trying to fall asleep.

TODAY = DAY 4! This morning there was no way I wanted to gag for an hour while trying to get this crap down. SO I would mix in a little powder and stir and this took me FOREVER!! I added more water just so it wasn't as jellish. I only took a small dose, because in the evenings I've been in the bathroom all night. Which is crazy because I'm fine all day. Maybe the 2nd dose is too much. SO I'm going to take 2 small doses = 1 large dose. I mixed with some fruit punch drink nan had in the fridge this morning. I chugged the mixture along with water. I was still feeling hungry like the wolf at 11 am. I had a progresso soup in my desk so I figured that would help because its mostly broth but the favor and veggies would help last me. So I drank my soup. Around 2 PM, hungry again. I ate a couple flat bread crisps and was STILL houngry! Figured I'd take the rest of my dose to help out. This time I mixed in a slim fast. I kept reading all these posts and thinking maybe I'm just not shaking hard enough?? So I threw in my other half of power and shook the shit out of my mixture! I still had some small clumps but definitely not as bad as the past couple of days. Taste, not that bad but no freakin flavor at all. I want to try to mix with juice tomorrow to kind of fill out what I like best. I'm still working on drinking. It usually takes me an hour or so to finish a mixture because I'm chugging 2 to 3 glasses of water along with and running to the rr in between to pee. My stomach has also been feeling weird. Kind of sore and queasy? Hopefully I can get down a routine and perfect dosing. I saw that some people are freezing their mixture to make a slushie type drink. I was also thinking of throwing everything in the blender as a last resort tot he clumps.